When i first knew BF, he was so adorable!

I found it hard to see a guy w adorable appearence when in a long term relasionship

tickk-tockk, the clock is ticking..

Everyone will change on apperance and attitude.

Me, changing to be so so upset w something that i wanted for so long didn't manage to reach

But i believe that one fine day i will get what i want *patience..*

I am hoping so much that BF will change the best for his family, my family, me and himself

This is all takes time and PATIENCE

But at the same time i feel so upset
No use of crying becos i know, BF don't expect things to happen this way

His working and i'm not but i spent my time to take up courses

rather than i spent my time shake leg do nothing at home right?

But no matter what, i believe things will change to the better

But no matter what, can't give up right?

Always get the same sentence from BF, 'never give up'

I know his helping me by saying never give up

He sounds like he push me to something

And i realised that he push me to something just to see me happy to get what i want in future

I can't be mad at him but sometimes i felt sad to him becos

he have his own problems to settle but he w/o fail, wants to help me to see a smile on my face

For the meantime, still job hunting and also at the same time take up courses

And i won't ever make my family & BF down. :DD

Posted at 11:30 PM